Unbearable Agony: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a overcast weekday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden pain bloomed behind my one eye. This was followed by quick stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition typically start with severe discomfort behind one eye that persists up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically start with abrupt, severe agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national neurology center.
Still, the inability to plan life around erratic pain took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed.
National guidelines on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known people.
But consultant neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive treatment only. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a